Loneliness Overwhelmed!!

Saturday, November 7, 2009

hiatus

this blog will be on hiatus! because I'm very very busy and don't have plenty times to update! sorry! after my STPM then I'll update again!

♥ 11:54 AM

Sunday, October 11, 2009

BIG BIG SURPRISE!!!

well, just now I was so shocked with

a news that got into my ears!

I was having my dinner and the moment I saw the message,

my mouth open to it's ~~maximum state~~ [hiperbola].

Even I think it might just stuck there forever!

this world is just TOO small!

couldn't get that out of my mind till now!

A great WOW!!!!

♥ 10:55 PM

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Mid-Autumn Celebration!

Hi everyone!
Yesterday was Mid-Autumn Festival so I held

a small party at my house during Friday night. I asked

my friends to come and also relatives.

We really enjoyed the party whole night and thanks to Miss Chew

a.k.a 'Miss Chi Ma Kan'...

laughed till stomach pain!
Then last night i Played Lantern alone then at

11 something Bee Koon asked me over to

her house to play lantern with her siblings

so i went there till 12 something!

Let me show you some pictures! haha...

*some pictures is with Kit and B Koon

♥ 1:07 PM

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Well.. Well.. Happy birthday to myself!

Hello, my dear blog readers!
yesterday was my BIG BIG day!!

But my celebration started on 24th Sept with Kerene, Mei Ying, Vennesa, Poh Sheen and Evelyn! the celebration was brought forward due to our Miss Mying and Kerene were busy yesterday.

So I'm kind of surprise and happy

but I just doesn't know how to express

myself!

I received a lot of birthday wishes

and at the beginning of my birthday, almost 1.30 AM,

i had a ~~bigger surprise~~ because 4 fellows

came to my house and sang

happy birthday song LOUDLY at the compound!

even neighbours woke up to see what happened!

Thanks to them all and also MY JI MUIS that celebrated

with me and their cute cute small mooncake!

Now, i just felt like playing lanterns la.

anyone wanna join?

Well, thanks to Mei Ying for giving a BIG ANG POW!

Lastly, I really hope my birthday wishes will ALL COME TRUE!!
*pictures with Kit they all need to take from her later.

♥ 9:41 PM

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

something happy and nice

Well, my world suddenly becomes bright in a sudden!
No special reason....

Happy birthday in advance to me!

♥ 3:57 PM

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Xuen's birthday Celebration

well, Sunday was Pui Xuen's birthday, 20th September so around 5 something, I received a message from Mei Yen informing about the celebration so after the wedding dinner I had, I quickly rush over for the birthday celebration. Looking at the cake that they bought for Xuen reminds me of my cake last year.

haha... My birthday is coming soon. I couldn't imagine what it would be this year! Maybe just celebrate with my families!

♥ 1:14 PM

Friday, September 18, 2009

I'm back

Well, my trial haven't end yet because I still have one paper going on.
Yesterday it was Mei Ying's birthday so we actually celebrated on Wednesday.

It was a surprise party for her so it turned out to be real surprising for her as she was yelling and jumping once she saw Evelyn and Kevin they all.
I can sense that she was really happy for what we did for her.
Finally, I get to play with her nephew, Ethan! He's just 14 months old but he was extremely cute and clever!

All of US loves to play with him..

Somehow during the birthday celebration, i was thinking about something which distracted my attention from the group there. Maybe the birthday girl will know what I'm thinking about.

Lastly, I'm very sorry to Mei Ying because of the stupid TRIAL so I got no time to buy you any present yet! But i'll do that when I'm free, okay?

well, I would like to wish my bro, Ryan, my so-called twins, Joanne Kwek 'happy birhday'!!! Love ya!!!!

♥ 11:35 AM

Monday, August 31, 2009

Bitter tea

well, last few days because i'm sick
so Mei Ying they all suggested that i shall
go for bitter tea!

so after studying in public library, I was in Evelyn's car and heading
towards the herbs tea stall somewhere in town la.
after we purchased the tea, we went to fetch Kerene

Inside Poh Sheen's car, i finished the whole pack of bitter tea which was
very hard to swallow! It's so much bitter compared to bitter gourd!
I nearly vomit! Luckily i didn't vomit or else Pou's car will be full
of bitter tea's smell! But the next day I really felt better and my voice become louder!

But now, I'm still coughing as if I have TB and sore throat is still around
Maybe I'll consider to have another glass of bitter tea
tomorrow after school. I'm suffering real hard for this stupid TRIAL!

my health is so weak! which now my chest is so pain due to
too much coughing I guess.
Even my family was afraid of em spreading virus all over the house!
Eww.....
GOD BLESS ME!!!

*first time having whole glass of bitter tea in my life

♥ 8:00 PM

Friday, August 28, 2009

Sick

well, I'm again ill!
why 2009 I'm so miserable and being surrounded by all stupid things!
Sick all the while ever since mid-year till now!
my mom also felt it's weird!
I can't have curry chicken, and any other fried-foods!
I'm having bad sore throat and cough
I can't swallow food!

Shit. without realizing the time is passing real fast!
faster than a lightning so much!
Time is speeding like I'm dying the next day!
Shit

♥ 12:33 AM

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

happy birthday to you

yesterday was mei kit's birthday but i posted it today because i'm sick yesterday
this was the very first year where I couldn't celebrate her birthday
such a thing happened which I never ever imagined that it happened on me
so pathetic yet true.

yesterday was a real bad day to me.
couldn't do something which i wanted to do so much
and I'm having sore throat!
now even worse. I could hardly speaks
After all, i wanted to tell out of my lungs!

Happy Birthday To You!

♥ 2:35 PM

Monday, August 24, 2009

revision

I honestly i didn't prepare well for this coming TRIAL!
I'm dying looking into those books
because something shouldn't appear had made it's appearance!

I thought the feelings were buried deep enough
but it didn't turn out to be what i thought!
I wanted to get rid of this problem!

Someone please teach me or guide me!
please kind enough to tell me your method through my c-box!

STPM! shit.... Sijil Tunggu Pergi Mati.
i'm mati-ing soon!

♥ 6:09 PM

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Sasti 19th Presidential Installation

yesterday was the official day
where the out-going board of directors
successfully passed over the board to the newly
installed directors.

i hope they will form a great team and
enjoy servicing to the society and our schools as well!
ALL THE BEST

I didn't take any picture with my mobile phone so just show
you the video that i recorded!

Out-Going B.O.D performance by
Mei Kit, Phei Wen, Sin Ink,
May Lyn and Kit Yeng
[brought a lot of our memories to me]

In-Coming B.O.D performance by
Vennesa + Wesley, Mei Ying + Raymond, Poh Sheen + Meng Teck
Jia Wen + Teik Leong!

enjoy watching...

♥ 1:45 PM

Friday, August 21, 2009

sadness filled my mind since yesterday

the moment when poh sheen told me that they
were performing, I'm guessing that they're dancing
....... as the out-going performance

i thought i can really let go
but i just couldn't do so....
throughout this dance I'm following along
the progress and even practiced with them
even till now the steps were still fresh in my mind

yesterday was some kind of rehearsal so
i went to help out but i didn't expect that
I'll met them there.

once i saw her car,
i hesitated whether i should go down or just leave.
but at last i stayed.
when the song '......' starts playing,
I couldn't bare to sit there looking again.
my heart just sank to the deepest it could.
my tears just flowed
and i just went out of the hall
I COULDN'T BARE!

notes : sorry for making it private and don't complain la. i re-open it okay?

♥ 12:02 PM

Monday, August 3, 2009

Hannah Montana

yesterday I went to watch Hannah Montana with Mei Ying
this show was aired long ago but now only Teluk Intan's cinema starts airing.
this show was a nice show because it was a happy ending.

Kind of envy Miley Cyrus because Travis is so cute!
haha.... Ying and watched some kind of love story together?
so funny.. both girls!!!!

Just getting use to my life now!
Love ya everyone.
anyone want to teach me studying skills?

♥ 7:37 PM

Monday, July 27, 2009

词：Abel
曲：Aquila朱玮心
唱：Min黄毓敏

传闻你和他的相遇
听说是多么美丽
而我的存在是多余

*听得太多也累了
我们之间也完了
别再继续纠缠不清

我不能放弃自己去讨好你
那不是我自己
如果你爱她就别再错下去

我不像你想像中的那么脆弱
分手已成了定局
在他发现之前忘了你

Repeat *

就为了我的名誉
就为了你的秘密
就请别让她哭泣

我不能放弃自己去讨好你
那不是我自己
如果你爱她就别再错下去

我不像你想像中的那么脆弱
分手是我的决定
在他发现之前忘了你
分离已是最好的结局

*actually I like the song composer Aquila. Her songs' were all touching and meaningful though she's just a participant in this composing competition alongside with the Star Quest!

♥ 11:10 PM